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I cannot believe what I have done
I was lost in fear, true love shun
Left the joy in the dark of my mind
Forgetting myself in life’s heartless kind
The pain left swelling to a breaking
Now facing my love outside the faking
Breaking bonds to save this heart
Praying for better in this new start
Changed guilt towards reason not shame
Her love the spark enlisting my flame
My life may not be complete forever
This last thing to do, a never-ending endeavor