So here i sit refreshed from long thoughts fulfilled

glad in the deep parts that often suffer silently

I can claim no great knowing or worth to this status

This i will say..i am trying

I have been no brave knight in these dark years

nor a kindly shoulder as i had so often hoped

I was a torn and rummaged beast of this cogwork

Though i loved in word i seldom acted in its favor

I did try though...that i always did

I was found

Lost no longer for this moment

The circling showed something so familiar

I saw my mistakes cleared and was glad

I never suspected the beginning would wind to the end

Then again i had never truly tried