the deviltry of society

I wake up each day in question
I walk steadily in reflection
Who am I?
I dream of contentment
Outrunning resentment
What am I?
I long for love with security
I live life in eternity
How can I?
I look for goodness in it all
I strive for things I never saw
Why would I?
I lie alone by choice
Against the world I raise my voice
For what?