slightly self-ish

I want a love to hold me down
Crush my hands with pure resound
To rush death on timely lines
To find faith in ridiculous rhymes
One who sings softly
So I cannot understand
Why the fuck did I give her my hand?
To slap the shit from my lips
And get stuck beneath my fingertips
Not to slow my stilled heart
But to help this fucking retard
To make it through one more day
By getting in my fucking way
So I won’t die so damn swiftly
And find the time to fill my empty