bargained with

Today is just another life I lead
Yesterday I was a fool
Today I feel like I should have yesterday
I am at a stage I hope all arrive at
Not a good highlight but a love of death
Fate and me at a compromise
I have given please give to me!
To play the fool for yet another life long day
The blur of life only increasing
Forever shall I die…yet never!!!?
Hell? I wonder
Not as humans wonder
As I a dead symbol ponder
A blotch of mistakes that sees